Just when I thought the first week was tough.

Just like with starting a new diet, and just like I encountered last month, the first week is usually the hardest part. Your body is trying to make adjustments, going "why are you doing this to me?" And you can still taste that burger you had right before you started.

Though you usually go through fluctuations, and I still stand by that, the middle is pretty tough too. You can no longer taste that burger, but you can't see the end of the tunnel just yet. Many times your body will try to make one on its own, and start making excuses for poor behavior.

That's what mine did. 

My brain acted like I wasn't on a porn fast, and kept trying to make excuses. ALL. WEEKEND.

"Briana Banks made her return to porn, and she stars opposite Manuel Ferrara. He's your favorite. You HAVE to watch."

No, Garridan, you don't, and you won't.

"Next Door World has released a new Valentine's Day scene on nearly ALL of their sites for their Valentine's Day sale! Just one fap won't hurt."

Yes, Garridan, it will. You're not a quitter, and you're stronger than this. POWER THROUGH.

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[WATCH: "Temptation" Scene 4 - Raging Stallion]

It was tough - content from Briana Banks new scene was popping up everywhere, from blogs, to Twitter, to instagram, to GIFs. And the Next Door Studios sites are so ubiquitous that they're harder to avoid than they are to see. So I somehow found some will power and pushed through. I did my work as efficiently as I could, using that 10-minute timer for another purpose. Once I was finished, I closed my laptop, did the fap, and took care of some...other business. But the feeling in my nipple is coming back, so there's that.

But it's only downhill from here, right?